all u need to do is unwind ur mind and see

ive never put my ideas into a piece like this since last summer.

also i hate how the media makes females that have to be so pretty and thin. everythings only about looks now. what happens if its just a girl that you love and you love everything about her body. we really should be like animals on the bed and not be afraid to let go or be loose. but media and porn make that to seem slutty, and they have girls admiring to scandalous celebraties! everything is fucking just about looks i really can't fucking take it i might explode.

i also think that theres a mind-nulling power thats controlling the media is that they are erally making younger generations only rely on media., which makes them watch a bunch of t.v. now my younger sister is from that younger generation and they're making the celebraties good girls (that are proper and fill the superficial checklist) that aren't .0000001 as bad as the celbraties in the 20s. in the 20s celebs had sex all the tme wtf! and miley cyrus is being bombarded with all this sex madness i don't udnerstand we're ruining our world.

(just made title of blog at this point btw)
idk if this made sense... trying to show you how sad things are and how i see it. but i'm finding the peace within myself. i've come to accept it and really eralize getting smart is the only way i can help this crisis. getting smart and reading between the lines of eerything and being around smarter people who've realized this too, hopefully not in a mental asylum(since i may sound crazy). but i really think that's how fucked up our world has become its so sad. everyone please unwind their mind. and see how they doin u dirty

this is why i want to hang out with older people

older people that realize this fucked up world we live in and just want to be forever young, live it up, party it up, rebel and go hard or go home!

i think the government is enforcing the media to create a society (my generation) of a bunch of goodie too-shoes who don't do drugs or have the capacity to expand their minds (and think for themselves) and have views of their own. people in our generation are so mindless and stick to technology 24/7, espicially in my age range. even the sophomores in my school. only the juniors and seniors of the school do a normal amount of drugs. but when you think about it, my older generation of friends that are cool do a shit load of wreckless shit. THey havce stronger opinions than us and actually have friends and relationships. Like, they interact with one another and in the 60s 70s there was nothing to do so they'd trip and start revolutions and fight for peace but the man tries to stick them up. I've never watched the biggie movie, but maybe the govt put biggie on the street to start making drugs popular and put drug the citizens in a negative world where cash rules everything around them[or there culd be an organization trying to stop this money thing after the industrial revolution:)] idk wtf i'm saying i'm smackeysmacked

or vice versa, being that the media is trying to make us mindless idiots so we can be a nation of zombie consumers. which might be the case, because the whole capitalist system is being globalized right now. which means there's an issue here that's bigger than the earth's power and beauty.

and whoever's in on it... i want in!

super paranoid like a sixth sense
since my father died i ain’t been right since
and i tried to piece the puzzle of the universe
split an eighth of shrooms just so I can see the universe
i try to think about myself as a sacrifice
just to show the kids they ain’t the only ones who up at nite
the moon will illuminate my room and soon i’m consumed by my doom

i told you i'd be a handful since day one

you just haven't found out til now. You think I'm immature and you're so much better than me. But I've been 10 steps ahead of you and ima hear you crash, but i'll be too far ahead
and if you don't crash, good for you. ignorance is bliss