Fresh Start. 2010.

I know my life has consisted of small bursts of soap operas, but I'm trying to stop being so... melodramatic. Albeit, I was voted biggest drama queen. So it's my first week back on campus and I have no phone or laptop. But I'm kind of liking it because there's nothing I'd want to do on facebook 24/7 anyway. Actually, I really don't care about how other people choose to portray themselves through the internet. As for the people I truly do care about, I'm curious to know the daily struggles to go through so I can support them in whatever way possible. Such as my sister, my mom, my family, Stewart, Janet, etc. I want people that I find interesting, and that I love and care about, to surround me for me to see how we all grow and change throughout life. Maybe I've been spending too much time with Kristen throughout my whole teenage years... Haha. I don't care to pass through all the "cliques" that are similar to mine. Pretty girls, families that earn a decent living, boys and "partying" (Some people wouldn't know a good party if it bit them in the ass). I wouldn't mind just having a bunch of genuine friends, and having chats about our different lives in the city. I remember living in the city as: Studying alone, working alone, eating alone, but still being surrounded people who actually have goals and don't mind doing individual tasks to reach their goal. Adults in New York City. That's where I wish to be. As for now, I'm content with loading on more work than I can handle and slaving away hours to New Paltz's crappy ass library. S-M-H!